Fighting wid ma mind

Right now i cant describe ma feeling,Its raining outside...nd its so cold and chill outside,but i dont why i am feeling hot and tense.Right now lots of things are running in my mind.At one moment i m feeling like am standing in a group and the other moment m feeling lonely.I dont know d reason of ma condition may b its due to the Unavailability of job or may she leaves me at this point....Pls help me friendz.......:((....!!!!!!